lilhornygrl4eva

"Washin' + Wonderin'"

This just in...where to begin
Grin and bear it, it's bare and grim
Adoration, titillation, I'm the victim now
Because she's figured me out
She lights my candle, she has a handle on me
It's going well but I'm scared as hell
That she'll figure me out
She thinks it's sacred to be naked
But I don't care, 'cause she's had me there
You see she's figured me out

And I wanna shout at the top of my lungs now
But oh my god if she hears me she'll come running in...
These are my hands, these are my faults
These are my plans
These are my nasty little thoughts
I wrote 'em down for you to contemplate
At a later date

Well the word is out, what's it all about
Doubtless shady, no shadow of doubt
In moderation, this sensation would be fabulous
But she's figured me out
She's in my shower for an hour
She's just washin' and wonderin'
And trying to figure me out...

And I wanna shout at the top of my lungs now
But oh my god if she hears me she'll come running in...
These are my hands, these are my faults
These are my plans and these are my nasty little thoughts
I wrote 'em down for you to contemplate...

It's a little bit of something that I feel...
Oh man, I just can't deal...
And other than this distance that has covered me
Can't you see that you have smothered me

Well, you're not there, just stay out there
Just when I was on to something else
That's when she figures me out




i love this song

HOLA!!!!!
yeah so the idea of a four day weekend:awesome
the actuall four day weekend:kind okay
okay....FRIDAY: had major plans, but ALL of them got cancelled cuz different people were sick
ugh
SO!
SATURDAY: my parents wake me up at the ass-crack of dawn (8:25) to go to some North-Buddah place
JUST TO LOOK AT HORSES
and i was TOTALLY bored
so...then i came home, got cleaned up, then went to lindsays to primp for the summit
then we went to the summit!!!! (duh)
ya so it was me, lindsay,lindsey,kelsey,kaitlin, heather,carly,meghan, and OUR PIMP alex
then bryan came, who i must say, i really like
like REALLY (uhhh...enough said)
ANYWAY...so then after lindsay left (tear) we all went and hung out in the parking lot (oh yeah!)
and talked to some like 8 guys i didnt know about cars
then we rolled johnny rockets bathroom (fun fun)
then erics car started effin up cuz he wanted to be cheap and wired his car wrong (LOL) so he came back
then i was gonna get bryan to take me home, but he didnt wanna leave so "early" so i called chuck to come get me. but then i got grounded. BOOOOOOO its a whore.
then SUNDAY was TRES boring
therefore, not worth writing about
MONDAY: i worked my BUTT OFF
thats correct, i no longer have a butt
just kidding...weird mood im in right now
ANYWHOO...i went down town to the loft so that i could help kim clean and start decorating
we went from like 10:15 to FIVE P.M.!!!!!
thats not legal. is it?
lol
SO that was my oh-so-fun four day weekend
awesome huh?
later yall!!!
You know you love to hate me,
*alison b*



Quote**** "OH MY GOD YALL!!! my new ringtone goes 'ringringring:phone call for alex, phone call for alex! yeah...they didnt have my name so i just picked alex. cool huh?" Carly. we love her

i would like everyone who reads this to comment with a memory that you will always remember (hence the name memory). it can be a good one or a bad one or a sad one or a happy one...and i dont know of any other adjectives. i look foward to reading some!



quote: "am i related to rick james?" Lindsay James. dont wee just love her!

a whole bunch of kids just came in SOOO im gonna be leaving and ill finish this LATER!!!

please fill this out! PLEASE?
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it:
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word:
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be? whatever makes u the happiest for
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?

i dont want to go to school, but in a way i do. IM SO CONFUSED!!! i like the new sister hazel cover of "just what i needed" BTW....um nvm i dont remember now....ya MY weekend was borning im worried about jason...im so worried that im to the point of now having 4 sleepless nights thinking about him and where he is. if anyone knows PLEASE TELL ME BEFORE I LOSE IT!!!! *sigh* so worried

allyson left yesterday, matt leaves today, and jessica leaves next friday. i might die. the only thing that brings a depressingly small amount of happiness to me is memories of paris. and jason...but i have no clue where he is and im going insane without talking to him. plus i still wish joey would forgive me. o well...ya can wish n one hand n spit in the other, and what do ya get? a wet hand...lucky me. I'm thinking of quitting guard....its not fun when people dont like you.

ok so ya i was babysittin tonight...porter, and he was playin "peek a boo" for like EVER. After watching him for like 30 minutes, i noticed that he was very lucky being so young because all he had to do was cover his eyes and it was like nothing was happening. I really wish that life was like that for me, being able to hide myself when im in trouble, turn a blind eye to mistakes and regrets, or other things. If only it was all that easy...i guess this all explains my mood...sorry if ive been "not me" lately but its harder than normal...life sucks. *covers eyes*

i really wish joey would at least ackowledge me...and not in a mean way either, i think he knows i mean well, but apparently he doesnnt know...or care. JEEZ!!!!

hey you guys well i decided that i dont really care what ppl think about me nemore so im gonna keep my lj!! yay...so ya today went to the summit, ate at on the border with all the cg(except morenike..but we missed ya girl!) and allyson and jessica and marie, then went and walked around bored until like 10 or so. While i was waitin for amandas mom to come these really weird guys walked by and they were all dresssed like tacky and smokin cigars but they were only like 16 or sumthin...so they walked bak by and amanda goes "ya know smoking gives ya lung cancer and you could die!" so later the drove by on their way out and called her a biatch then left. kinda funny if ya ask me! k well my aims effing up so im not on (duh) but ill ttyl!
You know you love me! *ali b*